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Heyhey,
Madley here, and you know it,
speaking through my eyes, my heart.,
loving all you pretty people, lovin all the world,.
loving my life, crazy, crazy about it.
being young, a gift,
crazy, a honour,
me, the best ever.
cheers, y'all.

MEandMEEEEE
the name's Xuere FannYee Madeleine, Madley for short,
am currently 15 and having a blast.
was born in december, the 25th-loving it!!!
loves, me peeps, me style, & me, naturally.
always there, but never obtrusive; that's me.
cheers.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

what a beautifully wet, cold, RAINY day today. simply gorgeous, wasn't it? and oh, so sad as well. you know, i don't know why, its just the feeling everytime it rains-its just so wonderfully melancholic, don't you think? hmmm? maybe not. well, to each his own-or her own, in this case.

hung out at bree's today, along with kassie, of course-i shouldn't even be saying this, you would know; we're all, inseparable after all.

so we're there, talking about stuffs, okay, gossiping actually, about, erm, well, you could say, about everything!!! don't just love the way we can talk about just anything? i know i love it, love it, LOVE IT. gives us much more scope, and well, we were talking about, well, us.
you know, it really hurts when we realise that we, will, eventually, one time or another, separate, and go our own ways.
kassie, to art school, to fufil her life long dream of becaoming an artist, obviously.
bree, to junior college with me, but with different subjects, to become business woman.
and me, to the course which would, in time to come, put me into a psycological department.

and it hurt.
terribly.

well, i suppose, we've only known each other for about, 4, or 5 years, or even less then that, but, to tell you the truth, they are the only first real friends i've ever had.
before that, i had nothing.
nothing at all.

i was happy, then, but its not the same!!! no, never, never the same. that superficial happiness, was...empty-even worse than the deep sadness i feel sometimes.
life would never be the same without them.
never.

so, we talked about...this,
and so, naturally, we were crying.

then, bree lifted those big, dark blue eyes of hers, and said,
" you know, we're talking about this, and we're sad and all.
but hey, life goes on, and ours go on as well.
we, you two, have to move forward...
but one thing's for sure-i'll never forget you two, and the memories we've shared.
i love you guys, i wish we were sisters..."
and she grabbed our hands.

then kassie, typical kassie, replied,
" no, you don't.
we'd be a terrible nuisance,we'd all die,
and you know it."
and we laughed.

while holding each others hands.

well, i guess that separation is a part of life, huh. but at least we have 1 years time together, in the very, very least. and maybe a few years after that...live the most of it!!!

separation is a part of one's life.
its inevitable.

and its a part i wish would never happen.

but, hey, as bree said, life goes on. and as bree also said, i also wish they were my sisters.

oh, the hell lot of trouble we'd get in.
haha-cheers.

hoping for the best.
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